That's MY Nitty Gritty Truth....

I don't even know where to start.... Finding out that we are expecting TWINS!!! It is Friday September 16th, 2011 and I have my first doctor appointment for an ultrasound. I am feeling really excited to go and see our little gummy bear for the first time! (I say Gummy Bear b/c in Violet's first ultrasound that is exactly what she looked like, a sweet little gummy bear)... But before this wonderful Friday morning, I am feeling like something is different. Something just seems a little off. This pregnancy so far is not like the last two (for what I remember...) I feel like Man I don't remember being this tired, Man I don't remember feeling this sick, I don't remember feeling like I am busting out of my clothes at only 8 weeks, I don't remember anything like this. With Violet I remember being nauseous and a little sick, Preston no sickness but yeah a little tired, but NOTHING like what I am experiencing this time around. I then go and see the nurse, for the fir...

It just amazes me on how observant children are and the way that they interact... At only 4 and almost 3 my children seem very involved in everything... To what they say, how they act, how they love... it just melts my heart on a daily basis.... The unconditional love that they show is mind blowing! I am blessed. I am so happy that God has a plan for me and that he is allowing me to live it with all my heart and soul. Last night we were sitting at the dinner table, talking about what made the kids feel "HAPPY" and what through the day made them feel "sad".... Violet tells me last night that it makes her feel HAPPY that we are going to have another baby in our family and what made her feel sad, was her friend chose to play with another friend over playing with her at school. She said that it hurt her feelings... So, we of course talked about being able to have many friends and making sure that Violet should lead by example and try to include her friends, even if sh...